I have had a rough morning! I think everything that could happen to run me late did, but thank the Lord I made it to court on time and now I'm just waiting for my attorney to get here to prep.
Daycare wasn't ready for Grayson. Traffic on the interstate. Didn't know where I was going once I got here. Finally found a door that was open only to meet metal detectors that sent me back to my car with a random USB cord that was in my purse. Then wandered the building looking for the right courtroom. Whew! Now just sitting and waiting!
Grayson started his new daycare this morning. I swear it felt like I was dropping him off for his first day after maternity leave again. Except this time he ran off to go play as soon as I let his little hand go. I should be glad. And I really am. But I did have to shed a few tears too. Didn't even get to say bye to my little man! But like my devotional said today, God gives us peace and for that I am grateful.
Think that's going to be today's theme. I am currently waiting for my final divorce hearing to begin. Oh how this is not what I wanted! But sometimes we have to move on from certain parts of our life because they will never get better. At least that's what I'm learning. My prayer is that the boys dad will still realize the error of his ways...not for our marriage's sake...but for the boys and his own sake. Life is truly better when we are living it with God. I believe that and that's why I know my boys and my life is only going to get better from here. Again, God giving me peace for these troubled times here on earth.
I'm so glad he gives it because I certainly need it today!
John 16:33
"I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world."
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